Update

So I have Alexander registered now with Alpha Omega. We should probably have the books in by the second week in September. So we will probably start the third week. We have done our school shopping. And Alex is getting really excited. Although he keeps asking again and again if he is staying home with me instead of going to school. I assure him each time that he is staying home and I am going to be his teacher. I'm really glad we made this decision and I'm getting excited to start soon.

On the adoption front. We are still praying everyday. My heart is so broken for the orphans. And I know without a doubt that this is something He has placed in my heart for a reason. And following these adoption blogs is good for my heart. Everytime I'm thinking there's no way. I should just give up...These blogs keep me praying,keep me believing that It will happen! My husband works construction and well work has been slow. We have been trying to start a savings account to start saving for the adoption, but it's going very slow. Everytime it seems to be going good, he doesnt get work and ewe have to use it for bills...but thank God we have it. And I'm still believing that he is just preparing us. Helping us learn to be very careful with our money. And teaching us patience. I don't honestly know 100% for sure when we will adopt, where from..I just want to put myself out of the way, and Go with God. The when and where doesn't matter to me right now. All I know is he is preparing our hearts and putting us in the place where He wants us. We are commited in our hearts to do this. And are waiting on him to lead us exactly where He wants us. So please pray with us.

Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? ²⁷Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life^[b]?  ²⁸"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. ²⁹Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. ³⁰If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? ³¹So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' ³²For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. ³³But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. ³⁴Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.