I love mailing stuff to our adoption agency. It makes it so real. Today I sent the release form for them to get out our fingerprints from the local DHHR. I was glad to find out that we shouldn't have to re-do them from the last time we began the PRIDE classes. One more step taken!
Psalm 37:23 The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD: and he delighteth in his way.
Now that we have attended our first class with this agency it feels so official. And I have to say I love this agency so much better then just going through DHHR. It was laid back and fun, and I meet some very sweet adoptive momma's. Before attending I was a little nervous about how much I would like the agency, but feel so much better now, and I am getting so excited about this journey. We are currently still deciding our age group, and if we want to go foster or birthmother. We are able to choose between adopting a toddler from foster care or finding a birthmother and adopting a newborn. I want both :)
I saw this cute little picture on weheartit.com . It looks a lot like the adoption process..a beautiful mess.
Sorry I have once again neglected the blog. I do want to post about how our first adoption class with this agency went. I will do that in the next one. But i also wanted to show you guys what went on here this past Friday. I had gotten up and was about to get started on homeschooling. I told alex to go to the schoolroom in our basement and get a pencil. He was down there a few minutes then I heard him screaming "Help me" I could tell something was wrong so I ran downstairs and this is what I saw....
He had climbed up an old bed that was in the storage side of the basement, and it must have had a broken spot..It was pointy and when he stepped up on it it through the bottom of his foot at an angle across and into the bottom of his little toe and out the top of it right by his toenail. First time I ever called 911 and me and his little sister were panicking. Looking back I laugh at myself. I do not do well with blood...or sticks through feet. But it is hard to see your little boy in so much pain.
It all worked out, he was very brave the whole way to the hospital. He didn't even cry that much, just kept gagging when he looked at it.
The hardest part was when they had to give him a shot in the toe to numb it. It took lots of us holding him down, and how it must have hurt. It broke my heart. They also had me help hold him as they pulled it out. Poor little guy ended up with seven stitches. And lots of gifts :) So thankful that God is always with us. He was watching over my little boy. His toe is fine and no broken bones. God is good.
Sometimes the idea of letting go of our own dreams, giving them to God, and letting him lead our lives, can be scary. It requires dying of ourselves, and opening our lives to something that may not be easy!
Sometimes adopting can seem scary. What if this child is so broken that we can't possibly heal all the hurt in their lives? What if they have behavior issues? Or never live for God? The list goes on. See sometimes we think that's our job. The fixing, the healing...but it's God's. Our job is to act. To be willing to do something risky so that someone else, a stranger, can know and feel the love that God first showed us.
There are so many kids out there that don't know love. And if we don't go. If we don't say "No matter how hard this is, I am going to love that child" they never will. The scary parts are His. He can heal a broken heart. Psalm 147:23 says He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. But what if we won't do our part? What if we won't bring them into our homes, and give them that place to be restored?
If God is placing the idea of adoption on your heart, but the unknowns just seem like to much. You can't see how you can afford it, don't know if the child's needs will be more then you can handle, give it back to God. It belongs to him. He is more then able to work out the finances, mend that broken heart, and give you strength to do what he has called you for.
***Impact
Zambia
Update:
30
commitments...4
days
to
go.
Needing
70
more
Impacters!
Impact
children
like
Bwalya Bwayla
&
have
your
gift
MATCHED!!
As
you
saw
in
the
video,
Bwalya
Bwalya
became
a
double
orphan
because
of
HIV/Aids
when
he
was
only
five
years
and
now
he,
too,
is
HIV+.
Thankfully,
Bwalya
Bwalya
lives
with
his
grandparents
and
is
able
to
attend
the Lifesong
Zambia
School.
Despite
his
uncertain
past,
he
has
a
hopeful
future
because
of
the
presence
of
Christ
in
his
life
and
the
opportunity
to receive an
education.
We
have
launched
an Impact
Zambia
100 campaign
that
will
help
build
a
high
school
for
Bwalya
Bwayla
and
other
children
in
similar
life
situations.
We
are
nearly
1/3
of
the
way
there
and
have
only
4
days
left.
We
are
looking
for
100
people
to
make
a
monthly
commitment
of
$20
for
one
year
to
help
complete
this
building
project.
MATCHING
GIFT
OPPORTUNITY! (that's
right-‐-‐gifts
will
be
matched
dollar-‐
for-‐dollar
thanks
to
a
generous
donor!)Sixty-‐seven
cents
a
day from
100
people
for
a
year
can
make
this
vision
a
reality
for
children
like
Bwalya
Bwalya.
4
days
left
70
people
to
go...Will
you
join
us?
To
join Impact
Zambia
100,
email
info@lifesongfororphans.org
To
learn
more
about
Impact
Zambia
100, click
here.
This weekend we took the kids to a local Easter egg hunt. They had a blast!So excited for this time of year. Spring is by far one of my favorite seasons. And God is doing some amazing new birth in our lives as well. Looking forward to all he has in store for us
It's official! We have mailed out our application to a local adoption agency. And will soon be starting up the required classes again. We will keep you up updated! :)